What are you holding on to that you need to let go of? What are you rebelling against that you need to surrender to God and let him handle?
It's called being stubborn. For some reason holding on serves you in some way and that may not be a good thing. It may feel good in the moment. You may feel that vindication, but think for a minute what's really happening to you mentally and physically.
Mentally you're consumed with thoughts and ideas of satisfying this need to win, to be right, to be heard, to hurt because you've been hurt. Physically your blood pressure is through the roof, your body aches from the tension, head pounding. Not a good feeling right?
Let it go! Asked God to take your rebel heart, reshape it, and mold it back to love.
" If you want to enter hell, don't complain of the dark; You can't blame the world for being unfair if you start on the path of the rebel."- Liu Xiaobo
"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls."Matthew 11:28-29 ESV
Enjoy this worship song of surrender!
I love ya'll for real!